A day away...

Oh wow, I don't even know where to start. I think I'm going to start tearing up, reminiscing the things that happened this past year. So much, yet so little. So much things to be thankful about, and so little time to realize all of it. Looks like there's so much to worry about, that there's so little time for me to be grateful about things. One year, can be such a whirlwind, I feel like I've changed, year by year, and become tougher, everyday. If there's one song that can describe me in 08 that would be, 'Miss Independent.' LOL

I feel like I've been independent, I'm not saying that I'm good at it, I'm saying that I'm forcing myself to. I'm hoping I can keep it up, standing by myself, and still manage to keep myself together. Although I've fallen apart a couple of times, I'm still capable to stand up tall, tell myself I can do it, and get through even at the hardest times of the year.

What really kept me from totally breaking down is the people surrounding me, who have been beyond amazing. Even the simple things that they do, ask me how I've been doing, send text messages or e-mail, especially at certain time of the year like my birthday, or Christmas, perhaps, it really made me feel like I'm loved, I have people who I can be me. I sound cheesy, but seriously, that's how I truly feel! So, thanks :)
And people who can keep up with the real me, who sincerely have been loving and caring, all the time, and unconditionally. I feel so overloved :P

Highlights of the year are probably countless. But some of them that will probably be in my mind for quite some time are probably the 'return' of the people who had been gone for a while. A comeback. The people I truly miss. Other things are probably new people who entered into my life who have become such blessings to my life :)

The places I've been to, the memories that occurred, and the dreams that actually happened. Priceless. Okay, I sound like some Visa ad, but well, it is, it is!!! PRICELESS!

I guess when you win some, you lose some. There are probably some things that I lost. And almost lose. I'm not afraid of losing anymore. I learned that things that really, truly matter in your life will always be there with you, always. No matter how many times you wreck it, no matter how many times you ruin it, it's stuck with you because it's meant for you. I'm not just talking about human being, but also things. In my case, my mobile. I've dropped it a lot of times, and sometimes it's off all of the sudden, but I still can use it. So, just like things, people who really are meant to be in your life, will always be with you, or will come back to you, no matter how many times you lose them, or almost lose them :D

I've always been afraid of the thought of the future. I'm afraid of changes, since they're inevitable. No matter how cliche this sounds, but everything does happen for a reason. A beautiful, and ever so wonderful reason. I'm ready for what the future holds, what it might take away, and what it might give.

"Through the darkness and good times, I knew I'd made it through. Where it was dark, now there's light. Where there's pain, now there's joy. Where there was weakness, I've found my strength."
- A New Day has Come (Celine Dion)

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