School's cool?

Please be thankful that you're in school, people. Studying. I know it is not as fun as hanging out at the mall and stuffs, but trust me, you'll see that school is useful-- eventually. 


I just hate it when people (I just want to criticize girls, mostly, because as we all know, most guys are lazy, it's their whole package, but girls don't have laziness in their genes. No excuse) take for granted their chance for going to school. They don't realize how many people in this whole wide world who can't go to school even when it is only half the price of the school they're in. They waste most of their school nights out in the clubs, bail on school days to go shopping, and don't pass their exams at the end of the year. I find that very sad. So, well, you rely on your parents' money, but when they ran out (especially when they have you as their kid), what do you think will happen next? Think, people. THINK!

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Save the Earth, save the future!

Sounds kinda, sorta, like Heroes? Well yea, I have to admit, I kinda borrowed it from the hit TV series! But I used Earth instead of cheerleader, and future, instead of world! 


What have you done (even the smallest deeds) that might have made an impact to this planet? 

Let me tell you some of my not-so-huge deeds. Well at least I've tried ;) 

1. I haven't use any plastic straws in restaurants or wherever needed. If I have to drink something, I just drink it straight from the cup or glass, I don't ask for straws, because that means less plastic will be used! Yea! 

2. I don't use plastic bags when I go to the grocery's store, I would rather bring my groceries with my own hands to the car, rather than using a plastic bag (which will be such a waste at the end). 

3. I have been reducing a lot, and I mean A LOT of brightness in my house. Usage of lamps, that is. Even the graveyard is brighter than my house, I think. LOL! Well I've been telling my maids to be really considerate in using light inside my house. If it's not too necessary, then they can sacrifice their brightness for the sake of the Earth :p 

4. I have been recycling lots of my paper inside my house for other things. Newspaper, for instance. They're the easiest things ever for recycling! I found them very VERY useful :D 

5. I told my family to use the TV which is inside the family room only so that we will be using less electricity. I know that there's certain fights like changing the channels, and such, but I think that's more arrangeable than the fight we're having against global warming! ;) 

EARTH HOUR'S THIS SATURDAY! 
I am very VERY into these kinds of stuffs. I really think people need to be more aware of our Earth, since it's not like what it used to be. So if you care, SHOW IT, PEOPLE!!! 

"People don't care how much you know, until they know how much you care"

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I never settle for an ordinary life.

When you live life, you get to choose between doing it to the maximum potential possible, or doing it to the minimum potential. I never settle for less and I won't be settling for being an ordinary girl, with no impact whatsoever. I would rather die then living life without any certain flare. And don't let someone make a decision for your life, take advice, but don't be forced to do something you don't want to do. If you fail in living your dream, it might as well be your responsibility. So better fail in something that you believe in doing rather than succeed doing something that you don't believe in. 


It's not your chance when you don't feel so darn good about it, don't rush fate. Just believe!

P.S. They're not your friends if they're trying to bring you down.



.NJ.

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Find out what it is that makes me tick.

HOME ALOOONE :) 

I love being home alone, just me and the not-so-shiny Mac of mine (trust me, it's dirrrrrty, can't be bothered to wipe 'em clean yet!), iTunes on out loud, weather's just right (inside the room temperature, the outdoors today is just dreadful! Thunders galore!). Oh, well, I'm just in the mood to write a new less prominent blog :p

Brother's out and about. So is Mom, on a trip out of this crappy city (for church's necessity, that is). I am currently very envious of my friend's Mom who is in Italy. Someday, Nadia, someday. The fashion, the hunky chunky guys, the breathtaking scenery. Can I get an "OOH LA LA"? ;) 

March is coming to an enddddd, these days are just getting faster and faster every single day.
The highlights of the month are too too much. One of them includes MEETING FELIIIII :) HAD A LOT OF FUN! Will be posting some pictures when I've set the mood to. She promised me that I'll be visiting her to Germany soon and that she'll be getting all the details done, all I have to do is pack my bags and I'm ready to take off ;) But the twist was it will only be a one-way ticket. Which means I won't be coming back??? Well, I would have to think twice. Or three times. Four or five. Or gazillion times more :\ 

I had an IQ test done last Thursday. Now my brain is still wounded from all the pressure. The test was made up of various types of tests. The first test was this A4-sized paper (or maybe bigger) and they're filled with number. Imagine The Matrix movie. The green numbers moving up and down and they're like altogether and all-- if you know what I mean. 
Something like this... 

And it was like ALL NUMBERS about 50 rows and 15 columns, I had to add all of them up and I was being timed >:[ 

ANYWHOOOOO... 
Reggie called me at like 12 a.m last night, and I was next to Mom who's sleeping (fyi, I was using the laptop and I was sitting next to her, can't be bother to move HAHA) , and she was like, who could that be??? Calling me that late! The number was unusual, so I assume it was from some other country, can't tell which. So Reg called me on MSN and he said "THAT WAS ME!" LOL
So to speak, I rejected the call, I mean, 12 a.m in the morning, strange number, do you really think I would've picked up? So we chatted on MSN for a while, 'til he ditched me at the end. GREAT. Katy Perry's I Kissed A Girl is on, reminds me of when I'm on the road with Adrienne and this song (and Take A Bow- Rihanna) was constantly playing on the radio. 

I'm taking a break as a movie buff recently, since I haven't been watching any of the new movies, including Confessions of A Shopaholic. Will be on the look for Push, TRANSFORMERS 2!!!, Toy Story 3, Shrek 4, The Incredibles 2 (not sure about this one though, it still is in the making, I think). Last movie I watched was Seven Pounds. Pretty good plot, but I watched it at the movies at about 10 p.m and I was pretty sleepy because the movie has like tons of random pauses which I hate so much when it happens to good movies. 

I hate it when people these days just have identity crisis so they copy others. Sense of style, for instance. Inspiration, on the other hand, is another thing. When you're inspired by something, you turn something great to even greater, or even the greatest. You don't look exactly alike. 

God grants wishes and there's a time & place for everything. When you want something bad enough, you'll work your hardest and pray to the fullest so that it will come true. I've done my part, God, I believe that You'll do Yours just in time :) 



.nj.
tee hee wee hee(;

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'A friend in need is a friend indeed'

"There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who won't anymore, and who always will. So don't worry about the people in your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future"

I've always felt that some people would never change. But who am I to judge? I've been wrong before and now I'♏ wrong once more. No one can EVER avoid changes. Not even the person I feel closest to. I can never get used to people with the 180-degree-change syndrome. It freaks me and shock me everytime it happens. I guess you have to always lose some, but on the brighter side, you'll gain some. Deep down I want things to be the way they used to, but I think some things just can never change. I think what I'll miss from all of this is that I lost a good friend which I think is really hard to replace.

But you know what, if someone makes you their option, why bother making them priority? I realized that even the most trustworthy person can't be trusted sometimes. I think what they don't realize is that without the topping, pizza is just a tasteless piece of bread.

The people who I love most are the people who are most capable to hurt me most. I think as friends come and go, I'♏ beginning to be very careful on who to trust-- and not to trust. I still find it very confusing that a stranger can make it seem like I've known 'em my whole life, and yet, the person closest to me can seem like a stranger in a blink of an eye.

It's amazing how people can turn from strangers to becoming friends, and became more than friends, and turn to strangers again. And it all happen so fast.

Bottom line I learned that I have to forget those who forgotten about me, no matter how much it hurts.



.NJ.

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Call upon You

Just remembered something...
*sigh*

Ring, ring... (Phone rang)
*Click* (He picks up)

.....
(Awkward silence)

Hey... 
I just realized that the more I hated you, the more I wanted you. I am tired of not being able to see you every single day of my life and thinking that I'm fine without you, when I'm not, I never was, I never will be. Can we please get together sometimes? I don't want to be aggressive and sound desperate, but I missed how everything was fine when I am with you. It's like, when I'm with you, I feel like I can do anything. Like a superhero, and the day I woke up and realize that you weren't there was the day I lose all my powers. I feel so small and weak. The more I wanted to replace you, the more I realized you were irreplaceable. I didn't think I would fall this hard, but I fell so hard alright. So hard that I bump my head and lost consciousness and I don't even know myself anymore. I never think that the 'pieces of the puzzle' scenario would ever effect someone like me, for I've been tough enough to say that I complete myself, but never thought that this day would come and admit that you complete me. I would never thought that someone that perfect would come to somebody so imperfect like me. You were the only person who love me for all my flaws and I could've talked my mind out without you minding a single word I say. I know that I'm jealous as much as you are jealous to me, but I knew that in my mind, if I lose you, life would never be the same. Wait, what am I talking about? I don't even want to think about losing you. I am fully aware that I am nothing but a disappointment to you, so do me a favor, will you? I don't want you to ever cry about me anymore, so promise me that you'll look for someone that sincerely makes you happy and who will take good care of you in the place that you are in now. I don't have to say it for the thousandth time that I love you, you know that I do, and I always will :) 

*Click* (I hung up)

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Butterflies, early summer...

Fun, yeay :) 
Okay so, March. The fact that I didn't go to Mraz's concert is a bummer. People said that it was ef-youh-end; FUN. Well, what-efs. I am just going to mourn in the regretful mind of mine for not coming. On the other hand, tomorrow is Jason's bday, a.k.a my annoying brother :) 
I will probably surprise him by writing on his Facebook wall by 12 midniteee! WHOO what a great surprise a sister could've think of! HA :p 

Feli called yesterday, we planned to go out this Saturday, not knowing where to go, though. Well, doesn't matter, we'll figure out something fun to do anyways, me love that girly :p 
She also said that she got something for me, although I feel bad that I don't have something for her, and told her that she doesn't have to give me anything, yet I'm still excited and super curious on what 'it' is! 

I have been having such weird and cool and 'promising' dreams, shall I say? It's really weird that I wake up in the morning and feeling good about the day because of the dreams I have been getting lately. Sooooo unreal, I gotta say. 

I've been such "The Hills" freak lately, been watching it from season to season. I thought that having cameras follow me around to capture my daily lives would be fun. Unless, of course, my life has less drama than LC's. Having to watch me opening Facebook and blog about life is not really TV-material. Although I think LC is probably well paid for giving up her whole 'private life,' not sure I'm down with the whole thing. 

I am just really looking forward to start over a whole new life out of here. Just away from all the fake people and untrustworthy so-called-friends, I am just ready to bust out of here! So, please, God, help me through the last moments? 


KEEP THE FAITH ALIVE, PEOPLE :D
WE'LL GET RIGHT OUT OF THE POURING RAIN
nadia.juliana

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(NOT) Out Of My Reach



I know something is on its way. Something huge. I am questioning myself for all this confidence, but I had this feeling before. The feeling of something sooooo close I can almost touch it. I've been living inside a room made up of glass. It's like I can see what's outside, but yet, I can't touch it. I've been enjoying the view all along, and it's about time the glass breaks and I feel the pouring rain, direct sunlight on top of my skin, and the breeze of the wind through my hair (although I hate frizzy hair :( but that's not the point) I just want to BREAK FREE!



Ask, and it shall be given to you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened to you
Matthew 7:7

Chapter seven, seventh verse. What could be better than that? :) My most favorite number everrrrr. Whoop!

Okaaay :)
I'll be signing out of this random post nowww.
Stay positive, people :D

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