LDR (Longing, Desperation, Reckless)

Long distance is not for the fearful, it is for the bold. It's for those who are willing to spend a lot of time alone in exchange for a little time with the one they love. It's for those knowing a good thing when they see it, even if they don't see it nearly enough.

You can never really know what a person feels like, until you become the person to experience what it feels like. I always thought that distance is easy, that love knows no boundaries, not define by time nor space. I've been wrong before and I guess I'm wrong about it now.
Cheating can never be tolerated. My rule is simple: Things that you don't want your partner to know about is consider as cheating. Unfaithfulness is a sign of loss; loss of respect, loss of hope, loss of love. But when the person you love is just so far away, being occupied with life and so forth, even the communication isn't gonna help at all, is it? It's hard enough when two people are distant and still communicating, imagine how almost impossible it is to not communicate at all? And then some people slowly fill the gaps, causing you to fall into temptation, that's when your love is questioned and tested. It sucks, doesn't it? To see pictures of him with someone else, smiling; so happy with someone you barely knew. You don't know what he's feeling, thinking, doing at the moment. All there is in your head is a big question mark. You can only wish you were there with him right this moment. It is never easy, really... To not hold what is needed to be touch, to not cling on what is needed to be leaned on, to not see what is needed to be felt. Won't it just be endless? The wondering, the pondering, the hustle and bustle of being miles away from someone you desire to be next to you? But then again, wouldn't it be worth it though? All the time spent waiting, knowing that he's all you've ever wanted? It might not be silky smooth but then again if they're the one, you never stop trying. No matter how hard things get. Love does conquer all, even distance at its most difficult level, against the most painful of all devil.

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In the Jungle, the Mighty Jungle...

Recent Song On Play: Shiver- Coldplay
"So you know how much I need you, but you never even see me, do you?"



Life is a jungle. Not a beach. And most definitely not a walk in the park. I was looking up in the sky at night, visualized my dreams and thought to myself, "Dreaming. It's never a map, just a big picture of how it's going to be." Imagine your parents sending you off to the jungle with no map or even a compass; just a picture of your destination. I, honestly, would have freaked the crap out. But that's how life is, you see. It’s a jungle because in each and every step that you take, you learn how to survive. And it’s in your blood, the strength and power to survive. These dreams, these goals you are meant to achieve, they’re like a picture you receive in the beginning of the journey. It’s not a map, just a picture of how your destination is going to be like. How do you survive? By learning how along the way. Think about it. No one really knows how to raise a baby, take care of a family, come to think of it, we didn't know how to do anything in life. We learn by seeing, hearing, we do it by living. We can never fully understand life because no one really knows how to really live. We can, only if we find something worth living, or even worth dying for.

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“So live your life that the fear of death can never enter your heart. Trouble no one about their religion; respect others in their view, and demand that they respect yours. Love your life, perfect your life, beautify all things in your life. Seek to make your life long and its purpose in the service of your people. Prepare a noble death song for the day when you go over the great divide.

Always give a word or a sign of salute when meeting or passing a friend, even a stranger, when in a lonely place. Show respect to all people and grovel to none.

When you arise in the morning give thanks for the food and for the joy of living. If you see no reason for giving thanks, the fault lies only in yourself. Abuse no one and no thing, for abuse turns the wise ones to fools and robs the spirit of its vision.

When it comes your time to die, be not like those whose hearts are filled with the fear of death, so that when their time comes they weep and pray for a little more time to live their lives over again in a different way. Sing your death song and die like a hero going home.”

- Chief Tecumseh

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Puzzle, Maze & Labyrinth

Recent Song On Play: New Shoes- Paolo Nutini

You know the classic saying that goes, "Everything happens for a reason" right? I've always been a firm believer of that. I mean, it's crazy how life works itself out. The people you meet, the places you were taken to and all the experiences you get to deal with. Sometimes we don't get it, we feel lost or out of place, things that we just don't understand. Then there comes a time when we finally realize that everything falls perfectly together. Seaming itself into becoming a complete piece. Sometimes we just don't have to push it, just don't push our luck. Things can happen in the strangest, most absurd way that we can ever imagine. We'll meet the right people, at the right time, with the most unexplainable reason. Sometimes they're so surreal-- the things that happened to us-- that we think it's almost like a dream. Those moments will happen in life; things that you just don't wish to happen, things that you have to make happen. Everything in life is already planned, but the choices we make determine the end result. But I believe, everyday, every single day of our lives are written somewhere before; the people that passed you by, the songs you hear on the radio, the quotes you see on those big billboards; you were meant to go through all that. They will lead you a step closer to your dream. It's like this teeny tiny little piece of a big puzzle. Then you'll understand things better, bit by bit. Though you might find a bit of difficulty every now and then, but maybe that's a sign for you to go through other passages, some walls may narrow themselves as you go through, you just have to keep going. Some ways might drive you to make a U-turn, but don't worry about the setbacks as long as it's followed by your comeback. The thing about dreams are, you don’t have the map to get there, but there is a big picture of how it’s going to be.

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