LDR (Longing, Desperation, Reckless)

Long distance is not for the fearful, it is for the bold. It's for those who are willing to spend a lot of time alone in exchange for a little time with the one they love. It's for those knowing a good thing when they see it, even if they don't see it nearly enough.

You can never really know what a person feels like, until you become the person to experience what it feels like. I always thought that distance is easy, that love knows no boundaries, not define by time nor space. I've been wrong before and I guess I'm wrong about it now.
Cheating can never be tolerated. My rule is simple: Things that you don't want your partner to know about is consider as cheating. Unfaithfulness is a sign of loss; loss of respect, loss of hope, loss of love. But when the person you love is just so far away, being occupied with life and so forth, even the communication isn't gonna help at all, is it? It's hard enough when two people are distant and still communicating, imagine how almost impossible it is to not communicate at all? And then some people slowly fill the gaps, causing you to fall into temptation, that's when your love is questioned and tested. It sucks, doesn't it? To see pictures of him with someone else, smiling; so happy with someone you barely knew. You don't know what he's feeling, thinking, doing at the moment. All there is in your head is a big question mark. You can only wish you were there with him right this moment. It is never easy, really... To not hold what is needed to be touch, to not cling on what is needed to be leaned on, to not see what is needed to be felt. Won't it just be endless? The wondering, the pondering, the hustle and bustle of being miles away from someone you desire to be next to you? But then again, wouldn't it be worth it though? All the time spent waiting, knowing that he's all you've ever wanted? It might not be silky smooth but then again if they're the one, you never stop trying. No matter how hard things get. Love does conquer all, even distance at its most difficult level, against the most painful of all devil.

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2 comments:

Anonymous said...

LDR = Lontong, Duren, Rawon.

Nadia Juliana said...

Cie, Stalker. Ga usah pake Anonymous kali. Kalo dulu aje modus pake nama lengkap bener.